Localband.net Member Since: February 2, 2019
Last Update: February 10, 2019
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I'm starting a brain busting rock group. I've covered almost all of Metallica's songs and love to jam on them and write a wide range of music. I write full time. And I'm not looking for just metal. People who want to play songs for different moods. I suffer from severe depression and ups and downs every 5 seconds. So my music contradicts. feel good, feel like crap, feel angry, easy going, and more. Life is really good at kicking us around. I've been writing and playing for 16 years. I don't get wasted. It would ruin the way my medication helps me. So no drugs at all for anyone in the band. I don't sing about killing and stuff like that. But it can be pretty dark, about the suffering that everyone gets crushed with in life. Master of puppets, battery, Tolls type of songs. There's also more mellow and feel good songs. ultimately I just want to make people feel good and deal with whatever we go through in life.
Just me for now. I've been forced to do everything myself. Playing, engineering, recording, programming singing. I've had the blessing of being forced to do everything solo. Because I've become able to do a lot of genres. I've played some festivals and have some funny stories to tell about those. I've always been an attention seeker, with some serious insecurities. So there are pros and cons. If my music isn't going well, I feel utterly worthless. But hey, it helps me make better music. But that's just how i deal with it. But i still struggle with it even today. It's a loving, yet very abusive thing. But I suppose if you feel happy all the time... I think you can't really help people who get kicked around everyday. I've been in a suicide clinic 5 times. And it's funny, because the only way they let you out, if if you tell them that you don't want to kill yourself. So I lied every time. HAHA. But today I can honestly say that I feel pretty ok now. aside from nightmares evernight and a few other things. But I am not about to complain! Meds and nutrition have helped a lot. I am currently back in Music school and am getting really good grades. I think I was supposed to go through A LOT of years in misery to be where I am now and help others with my songs.
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